Breakdown

I broke down today. And when I needed someone to talk to. . . I have no one. . . At this moment I have no one to sigh, to grunt, to listen and to many, many more things. It's a Friday and a long weekend to look forward to. But today was really not a good day for me. I'm not sure is this what I want now and in the future. I feel that my heart is at the bottom of my feet and it's just tagging along with me to keep me alive.

Today was really, really bad . . . and having no one free enough to pay attention. That's freakin' empty. . .